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Unbelievably . Stupid . Obnoxious . Prick
21 years young
30 June 1987
DMC/FT-1B/05
Singapore Polytechnic
ex-TPJCian
ex-Springfielder
NS:
ex-VIPER coy School 2 --> 92 FMD --> SaiYok Camp Crescendo(Thailand)
my family
my friends
my 3 other bitches
drawing
diablo-ing
dota-ing
slacking
bleach anime
mini-mats and their 'mature' counterparts
oily food
thinking too much =/
30 June 1987
DMC/FT-1B/05
Singapore Polytechnic
ex-TPJCian
ex-Springfielder
NS:
ex-VIPER coy School 2 --> 92 FMD --> SaiYok Camp Crescendo(Thailand)
loves:
my angel nuramy family
my friends
my 3 other bitches
drawing
diablo-ing
dota-ing
slacking
bleach anime
hates:
"arrogant-act-smart-but-still-dumb" buggersmini-mats and their 'mature' counterparts
oily food
thinking too much =/
this is what i think;
ones i wrote down in ink
hei..
my parents finally came back =D
brought back loads of goodies..
i got myselfa brand new jubah..
black as usual =)
aniwaes, i just came back from Eugene's place..
overnight-ed there yesterday night..
then this morning i came back home early in the hopes of being able to fetch my parents from the airport..
but by the time i got back home all the way from woodlands..
my parents were already in the living room >.<
well aniwaes, i went back to woodlands at ard afternoon..
lepak-ed at Eugene's place again..
even brought the parents a pair of oranges heh..
hmmm..
now its 11pm and i have no freaking idea what to do..
zzz..
well i guess i shall turn myself in..
nites ^^
OMG..
i keep forgetting..
been wanting to officially post this in my blog since ags ago..
but thanks to my illness it was long delayed >.<
well anyways,
to all my chinese friends out there..
=D
hei..
this is a belated post for yesterday night..
i met up with my girl..
been quite a while..
she still remains a sight for sore eyes..
aniwaes, we went to watch the show Inkheart at Marina Sq...
quite a good show..
humor, fantasy and adventure all rolled into one..
after which we went to have dinner at the foodcourt above..
then finally to end things off..
we walked over to esplanade to catch the sky at the rooftop..
had a great time..
had an even greater time trying to find our way bac to the damn-ass MRT station >.<..
call ourselves Singaporeans tsk~
hei..
about time..
my fever finally went down..
i feel a-ok..
and my whole aching n all have all gone =D..
but my sore throat still crappy tho..
bummer..
well, lets just look at the good news shall we..
thanks to my sore throat,
i haven't been smoking since last thurday..
that amounts to abt 5 days eh.. ^^
as if my whole damn illness's not enough..
i woke up coughing blood..
zzz..
the saga continues it seems..
aarghhh..
this morning i woke up feeling fine..
well not exactly fine..
just better den normal..
my leg's stop shivering..
n i tot my fever was cooling down..
and dennnnnnn...
rite abt noon..
my temp soared back up to 39.5°C..
my legs started to vibrate once again..
zzz..
wen the fu*k is all this gonna end..
i wanna go outside again..
i wanna socialize..
=X
hei..
i tink all the medicine's not helping..
fever's still as hot as ever..
my body's still restless..
but worse of all, my throat still hurts like hell..
the doc checked the interior of my throat and said that some parts look scalded and there's even 'pus' coming out in my throat..
zzz..
disgusting bugger..
hei..
crappy day today..
woke up late and feeling sick..
whole body aching, throat's dry and my legs can't stop fidgeting..
it was a hassle in the train ride to school coz im tired and wanted to sit down..
as soon as i sat, my frigging legs started to vibrate like some popcorn machine..
zzz..
worst off, i went back home straight after school and took my temperature..
its a f*cking 40.5°C..
n i'm all alone at home now..
>.<..
i miss my mum dearly..
now off to bed..
gonna wake up late at nite to revise my econs for tml's paper..
man i love oggy goh..
baldy-oggy-cb-goh..
i swear if he push me any further i'm gonna personally shave the remaining of his already-dwindling hair and make him wear a blond wig to school for the rest of his stay here in SP.
...
n i love my girl.. ^^
hei..
heres the pics as promised..
<3
hei..
just cam back from the airport..
went there to send my parents off..
they're gonna be gone for abt 2 weeks..
haiz..
means im gonna haf to endure 2 weeks w/o my mum's cooking..
i miss her already..
...
had an emotional moment with my parents at the airport before they entered the DFS-place-thingy..
on a lighternote, we did haf a lot of fun camwhoring (me, my 2 brothers n my parents)..
yeah i know.. me camwhoring.. wtf rite?!
...
well time for me to move on to my IPRA report now..
darn it..
i bet im gonna haf so much fun.. =/
wellos..
finally im blogging again after so long..
well, i just returned home from macd..
went there to meet my angel..
planned to do werk there..
but us being us, we sat n ate n chat n ate n chat n ate..
damn i love my life..
lol..
went back home at abt 1130..
diablo-ed abit n now gonna prepare for bed..
wait..
oh yeah..
GUESS WHAT??!!!
haiz..
damn it..
wkend is almost over..
still have alot more work to do..
IPRA report to finish up..
FUNE to study..
haiz...
cant freaking wait for the holidays again..
fuck..
again i overslept..
again i skept school..
omg..
wtf is wrong with me nowadays..
cant seem to think straight..
always too tired for sum fuck-shit reason..
zzz..
dammit im yawning now..
hei..
don't know why..
feel so worthless now..
always tried to do the right things..
always tried to be there for those i care about..
always tried to care even through tough times..
but i always seem to fail..
keyword 'tried' eh..
and im only human, no?
sometimes..
just sometimes..
life holds no meaning..
to not know hurts..
to know hurts even deeper..
to dissapoint hurts..
to be dissapointed hurts even deeper..
ignorance is bliss..
till life ends and death devours all, it would seem..
just some random abstracts pouring out of my cracking head =/
from me to you..
the only way i know best to say sorry..
im sorry
hei..
just came back form ujin's place..
had alot of fun with him, his brother gary, daryl (of coz), justin n may yesterday nite..
and of coz we diablo-ed.. =D
well now dat im back..
tink im gonna diablo again ^^..
gonna haf a verryyy loooooong nite ahead =)
and one more thing..
hapy 11th month anniversary love..
love u loads..
gd morning..
well, my parents left for KL already..
they left the house at ard 3am yest nite/this morning..
and now the house is all empty n silent =X
they'r prolly gonna be back by monday i think..
hmmm..
oh yeah, if ur wondering why im blogging at 7.30 am in the morning..
that can only mean one thing..
im ponning skewl again today =/
ciaozz..
hei blog..
been quite a while since i blogged..
was reli bz.. what with my projects due and all..
not quite bad actually.. judging from the fact that most are last minute works..
was especially proud of my Web Publishing project..
(thanks nick ^^)
other than that..
i got nth much to say..
except that i miss her loads..
been quite a while..
first it was my job holding me back..
now its my schoolwork and project and tests etc.
but still..
on that note..
the day started with a pleasant surprise..
one that made me went all bubbly and warm inside..
yet..
there was no smile..
and instead..
there was a flinch..
a minor flinch but a flinch nonetheless..
now i feel disgusted at myself..
...
hei..
today was pretty uneventful..
yet fruitful at the same time..
i woke up at abt 2.30pm..
thanks to yest nite movie spree..
we(me n my 2 brothers) watched "WANTED" on my LCD tv through my lappy..
DAMN-ASS GOOD MOVIE!!!
but i still hate the fact that Angelina Jolie had to die T_T..
*ahem*
well aniwaes..
i woke up this morning, got ready den went str8 to school..
met up with deva, nick, sammy n wawa to do up my WP..
must say it was pretty fun to do once i got the hang of it..
done up with the background designs n shit..
now left with the contents..
so im gonna stay up another few more hours to do it..
cant wait for tml to celebrate may's bdae n also sleepover at ujin's place..
i know it sounds gay..
but i tot i shud just make it clear..
i love my 3 bitches..
not as much as i love my angel but still..
i only hope we'll stay this close in the next few years to come =D
hei u guys..
heres the pics as promised..
sorry for the effing long delay =X
food testing time
end product
new ujin
new deva
new wawa
after it all.. on the 31/12/2008..
me n sammy eating macs after countdown
me doing joker pose while wawa looking ugly as ever
well..
dat pretty much summed up the 4-5 days outing..
wil blog abt more interesting stuffs wen i can..
nites..
hei..
first and foremost..
day started out with me n wawa waking up late at sammy's hostel thanks to yest nite shooting-sleepover..
we contemplated whether or not its worth gg to class..
and us being us..
we ended up not going =D
cooked up the remainder of the fried rice den stayed on until around 5 den i made my way to wawa's place to shower n all..
at ard 7(so late thanks to wawa.. duhhh).. we left her house..
wawa went to meet megah first..
n i went to meet steve (the australian government guy who offered me a PR job back in Australia)..
den ard 0930 i went over to meet wawa, megah n sammy..
suffice to say we had alot of fun..
the pictures shows it all..
(pictures will be uploaded another time yeah =/)
but yet, a part of me was kinda dissapointed..
nt exactly the kind of way i tot i wud be celebrating new year's this year..
...
hate that shitty emo moment..
tsk.. call myself a 21 year old..
but thanks sammy, wawa n megah for trying ur best to cheer me up..
this new year cele was made all the more meaningful coz u guys were there when i needed sumone most..
when i needed a friend most..
ones i wrote down in ink
boring day >.<
1/31/2009( 11:09 PM )
hei..
my parents finally came back =D
brought back loads of goodies..
i got myselfa brand new jubah..
black as usual =)
aniwaes, i just came back from Eugene's place..
overnight-ed there yesterday night..
then this morning i came back home early in the hopes of being able to fetch my parents from the airport..
but by the time i got back home all the way from woodlands..
my parents were already in the living room >.<
well aniwaes, i went back to woodlands at ard afternoon..
lepak-ed at Eugene's place again..
even brought the parents a pair of oranges heh..
hmmm..
now its 11pm and i have no freaking idea what to do..
zzz..
well i guess i shall turn myself in..
nites ^^
bitched by u.s.o.p™
HAPPY BELATED CNY!
1/28/2009( 10:20 PM )
OMG..
i keep forgetting..
been wanting to officially post this in my blog since ags ago..
but thanks to my illness it was long delayed >.<
well anyways,
~HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!~
to all my chinese friends out there..
=D
bitched by u.s.o.p™
inkheart ^^
( 10:13 PM )
hei..
this is a belated post for yesterday night..
i met up with my girl..
been quite a while..
she still remains a sight for sore eyes..
aniwaes, we went to watch the show Inkheart at Marina Sq...
quite a good show..
humor, fantasy and adventure all rolled into one..
after which we went to have dinner at the foodcourt above..
then finally to end things off..
we walked over to esplanade to catch the sky at the rooftop..
had a great time..
had an even greater time trying to find our way bac to the damn-ass MRT station >.<..
call ourselves Singaporeans tsk~
bitched by u.s.o.p™
yay ^^
1/26/2009( 5:51 PM )
hei..
about time..
my fever finally went down..
i feel a-ok..
and my whole aching n all have all gone =D..
but my sore throat still crappy tho..
bummer..
well, lets just look at the good news shall we..
thanks to my sore throat,
i haven't been smoking since last thurday..
that amounts to abt 5 days eh.. ^^
bitched by u.s.o.p™
suicidal mood...
1/25/2009( 11:55 AM )
as if my whole damn illness's not enough..
i woke up coughing blood..
zzz..
the saga continues it seems..
bitched by u.s.o.p™
omfg...
1/23/2009( 11:13 PM )
aarghhh..
this morning i woke up feeling fine..
well not exactly fine..
just better den normal..
my leg's stop shivering..
n i tot my fever was cooling down..
and dennnnnnn...
rite abt noon..
my temp soared back up to 39.5°C..
my legs started to vibrate once again..
zzz..
wen the fu*k is all this gonna end..
i wanna go outside again..
i wanna socialize..
=X
bitched by u.s.o.p™
my throat hurts >.<
( 4:59 PM )
hei..
i tink all the medicine's not helping..
fever's still as hot as ever..
my body's still restless..
but worse of all, my throat still hurts like hell..
the doc checked the interior of my throat and said that some parts look scalded and there's even 'pus' coming out in my throat..
zzz..
disgusting bugger..
bitched by u.s.o.p™
sick as hell >.<
1/21/2009( 5:04 PM )
hei..
crappy day today..
woke up late and feeling sick..
whole body aching, throat's dry and my legs can't stop fidgeting..
it was a hassle in the train ride to school coz im tired and wanted to sit down..
as soon as i sat, my frigging legs started to vibrate like some popcorn machine..
zzz..
worst off, i went back home straight after school and took my temperature..
its a f*cking 40.5°C..
n i'm all alone at home now..
>.<..
i miss my mum dearly..
now off to bed..
gonna wake up late at nite to revise my econs for tml's paper..
man i love oggy goh..
baldy-oggy-cb-goh..
i swear if he push me any further i'm gonna personally shave the remaining of his already-dwindling hair and make him wear a blond wig to school for the rest of his stay here in SP.
...
n i love my girl.. ^^
bitched by u.s.o.p™
( 12:50 AM )
hei..
heres the pics as promised..
<3
my 2nd nephew Adam (cute ain't he)
My sis with her son
bitched by u.s.o.p™
bye mommy n daddy-o =(
1/20/2009( 12:34 AM )
hei..
just cam back from the airport..
went there to send my parents off..
they're gonna be gone for abt 2 weeks..
haiz..
means im gonna haf to endure 2 weeks w/o my mum's cooking..
i miss her already..
...
had an emotional moment with my parents at the airport before they entered the DFS-place-thingy..
on a lighternote, we did haf a lot of fun camwhoring (me, my 2 brothers n my parents)..
yeah i know.. me camwhoring.. wtf rite?!
...
well time for me to move on to my IPRA report now..
darn it..
i bet im gonna haf so much fun.. =/
bitched by u.s.o.p™
back to macd again =D
1/19/2009( 1:50 AM )
wellos..
finally im blogging again after so long..
well, i just returned home from macd..
went there to meet my angel..
planned to do werk there..
but us being us, we sat n ate n chat n ate n chat n ate..
damn i love my life..
lol..
abstract art with twister+normal fries in curry sauce
went back home at abt 1130..
diablo-ed abit n now gonna prepare for bed..
wait..
oh yeah..
GUESS WHAT??!!!
IM GOING TO WATCH "BREAK OUT" WITH MY GIRL!!!!!
WOOHOOOO!!!
bitched by u.s.o.p™
damn fune... damn oggy.. (>.<)"
1/18/2009( 2:01 PM )
haiz..
damn it..
wkend is almost over..
still have alot more work to do..
IPRA report to finish up..
FUNE to study..
haiz...
cant freaking wait for the holidays again..
bitched by u.s.o.p™
crud =X
1/14/2009( 5:14 PM )
fuck..
again i overslept..
again i skept school..
omg..
wtf is wrong with me nowadays..
cant seem to think straight..
always too tired for sum fuck-shit reason..
zzz..
dammit im yawning now..
bitched by u.s.o.p™
it hurts my head it hurts my heart
( 2:12 AM )
hei..
don't know why..
feel so worthless now..
always tried to do the right things..
always tried to be there for those i care about..
always tried to care even through tough times..
but i always seem to fail..
keyword 'tried' eh..
and im only human, no?
sometimes..
just sometimes..
life holds no meaning..
to not know hurts..
to know hurts even deeper..
to dissapoint hurts..
to be dissapointed hurts even deeper..
ignorance is bliss..
till life ends and death devours all, it would seem..
just some random abstracts pouring out of my cracking head =/
bitched by u.s.o.p™
my way of sayin sorry..
1/13/2009( 11:35 PM )
from me to you..
the only way i know best to say sorry..
my life is short
the only one i can get to have before death claims me
yet it is somehow lengthened
with you standing here beside me
my life is mediocre
filled with stuff that do nothing but bore me
yet it is somehow made fulfilling
with you helping to lift me out of my misery
i know what i did hurt you
coz sumhow it hurts and pains me too
the things i did... they were never really thought through
im sorry and i feel guilty.. i really do
my life is made better with you by my side
ur my angel my love through storms, winds and the river tide
u complete my life my existence my very soul
without you im naked, hollow, cast out to live in the wicked cold
believe me wen i say i really am sorry
for the things that i did to make you worry
lest forgotten, i shall revow my promise to you
my love my heart shall forever remain true
the only one i can get to have before death claims me
yet it is somehow lengthened
with you standing here beside me
my life is mediocre
filled with stuff that do nothing but bore me
yet it is somehow made fulfilling
with you helping to lift me out of my misery
i know what i did hurt you
coz sumhow it hurts and pains me too
the things i did... they were never really thought through
im sorry and i feel guilty.. i really do
my life is made better with you by my side
ur my angel my love through storms, winds and the river tide
u complete my life my existence my very soul
without you im naked, hollow, cast out to live in the wicked cold
believe me wen i say i really am sorry
for the things that i did to make you worry
lest forgotten, i shall revow my promise to you
my love my heart shall forever remain true
im sorry
bitched by u.s.o.p™
happy 11th mth love =D
1/10/2009( 10:46 PM )
hei..
just came back form ujin's place..
had alot of fun with him, his brother gary, daryl (of coz), justin n may yesterday nite..
and of coz we diablo-ed.. =D
well now dat im back..
tink im gonna diablo again ^^..
gonna haf a verryyy loooooong nite ahead =)
and one more thing..
hapy 11th month anniversary love..
love u loads..
bitched by u.s.o.p™
empty house..
1/09/2009( 7:26 AM )
gd morning..
well, my parents left for KL already..
they left the house at ard 3am yest nite/this morning..
and now the house is all empty n silent =X
they'r prolly gonna be back by monday i think..
hmmm..
oh yeah, if ur wondering why im blogging at 7.30 am in the morning..
that can only mean one thing..
im ponning skewl again today =/
ciaozz..
bitched by u.s.o.p™
hmmm
1/08/2009( 10:59 PM )
hei blog..
been quite a while since i blogged..
was reli bz.. what with my projects due and all..
not quite bad actually.. judging from the fact that most are last minute works..
was especially proud of my Web Publishing project..
(thanks nick ^^)
other than that..
i got nth much to say..
except that i miss her loads..
been quite a while..
first it was my job holding me back..
now its my schoolwork and project and tests etc.
but still..
on that note..
the day started with a pleasant surprise..
one that made me went all bubbly and warm inside..
yet..
there was no smile..
and instead..
there was a flinch..
a minor flinch but a flinch nonetheless..
now i feel disgusted at myself..
...
bitched by u.s.o.p™
looong tiring day =X
1/05/2009( 1:03 AM )
hei..
today was pretty uneventful..
yet fruitful at the same time..
i woke up at abt 2.30pm..
thanks to yest nite movie spree..
we(me n my 2 brothers) watched "WANTED" on my LCD tv through my lappy..
DAMN-ASS GOOD MOVIE!!!
but i still hate the fact that Angelina Jolie had to die T_T..
*ahem*
well aniwaes..
i woke up this morning, got ready den went str8 to school..
met up with deva, nick, sammy n wawa to do up my WP..
must say it was pretty fun to do once i got the hang of it..
done up with the background designs n shit..
now left with the contents..
so im gonna stay up another few more hours to do it..
cant wait for tml to celebrate may's bdae n also sleepover at ujin's place..
i know it sounds gay..
but i tot i shud just make it clear..
i love my 3 bitches..
not as much as i love my angel but still..
i only hope we'll stay this close in the next few years to come =D
bitched by u.s.o.p™
pics as promised ^^
1/03/2009( 3:55 AM )
hei u guys..
heres the pics as promised..
sorry for the effing long delay =X
us at moberly karaoke lounge
me n wawa
me cooking fried rice
food testing time
end product
i even tried to style ujin's, deva's n wawa's hair..
check out below ^^
new ujin
new deva
new wawa
after it all.. on the 31/12/2008..
me, wawa, sammy n megah went to celebrate new years..
me n sammy eating macs after countdown
me doing joker pose while wawa looking ugly as ever
i like this pic.. damn artistic..
slept till dawn at clarke quay ^^
well..
dat pretty much summed up the 4-5 days outing..
wil blog abt more interesting stuffs wen i can..
nites..
bitched by u.s.o.p™
the new year arrived..
1/01/2009( 8:46 AM )
hei..
first and foremost..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! ^^
shoo 2008 coz 200-fucking-9 is here for good..day started out with me n wawa waking up late at sammy's hostel thanks to yest nite shooting-sleepover..
we contemplated whether or not its worth gg to class..
and us being us..
we ended up not going =D
cooked up the remainder of the fried rice den stayed on until around 5 den i made my way to wawa's place to shower n all..
at ard 7(so late thanks to wawa.. duhhh).. we left her house..
wawa went to meet megah first..
n i went to meet steve (the australian government guy who offered me a PR job back in Australia)..
den ard 0930 i went over to meet wawa, megah n sammy..
suffice to say we had alot of fun..
the pictures shows it all..
(pictures will be uploaded another time yeah =/)
but yet, a part of me was kinda dissapointed..
nt exactly the kind of way i tot i wud be celebrating new year's this year..
...
hate that shitty emo moment..
tsk.. call myself a 21 year old..
but thanks sammy, wawa n megah for trying ur best to cheer me up..
this new year cele was made all the more meaningful coz u guys were there when i needed sumone most..
when i needed a friend most..
bitched by u.s.o.p™
i thrive in solitude, i bask in ignorance;
write me a poem there shall be no hindrance
write me a poem there shall be no hindrance
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it eases my mind, it soothes my ear;
my life is bliss tho the end is near
my life is bliss tho the end is near
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Adam Lambert - Mad World (Studio Version)