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Unbelievably . Stupid . Obnoxious . Prick
21 years young
30 June 1987
DMC/FT-1B/05
Singapore Polytechnic
ex-TPJCian
ex-Springfielder
NS:
ex-VIPER coy School 2 --> 92 FMD --> SaiYok Camp Crescendo(Thailand)
my family
my friends
my 3 other bitches
drawing
diablo-ing
dota-ing
slacking
bleach anime
mini-mats and their 'mature' counterparts
oily food
thinking too much =/
30 June 1987
DMC/FT-1B/05
Singapore Polytechnic
ex-TPJCian
ex-Springfielder
NS:
ex-VIPER coy School 2 --> 92 FMD --> SaiYok Camp Crescendo(Thailand)
loves:
my angel nuramy family
my friends
my 3 other bitches
drawing
diablo-ing
dota-ing
slacking
bleach anime
hates:
"arrogant-act-smart-but-still-dumb" buggersmini-mats and their 'mature' counterparts
oily food
thinking too much =/
this is what i think;
ones i wrote down in ink
hei..
been a long time since i last blogged..
havent even posted up the pics from my sweet-o valentines ^^..
well..
not now..
having a splitting headache now thanks to yesterday nite spree at the east coast island resort chalet with my girl n her friends..
msut admit i had a lot of fun there =D..
the pics (once again) will be posted up as soon as i get the goddamn initiative n energy..
...
oh yeah, guess what?
i got the frigging job at takashimaya..
woohoooo!
current instructions..
come to the office on thursday morning for training (9.30 am)..
wear office wear complete with tie n black leather shoes..
now wer the FUCK am i gonna find myself these accessories >.<.. can't complain tho.. still happy i got the job in the first place =)
hei..
first and foremost..
hope all the couples out there (you know who you are) have had a great day just now..
well, as for me..
morning started out ok..
afternoon was not-that-ok..
but it ended with a bomb..
gist of today is...
we get to watch Pink Panther 2 (highly recommended ~ MUST WATCH!)
we also get to watch the Break Out play at esplanade ^^..
n most importantly..
my love for her got all the much more deeper..
pics will be up as soon as i get them from her..
ps. as of now, there's yogi, him n her, and snowy... next will be actual kids ^^
once is not enough..
twice he did it..
twice he stole sumtin precious from me..
both my nephews..
gone just coz of god's crude stupid sense of humor..
fuck u..
fuck the shit out of u..
ur not a redeemer of souls..
ur a thief..
a stealer of souls..
yes ppl say dat u love them more..
that they will be better off by ur side..
but y wunt u gif dem a chance?
to get to live their lives.. to be able to make choices.. to be able to make friends..
WHY THE FUCK DO U HAVE TO TAKE IT ALL AWAY?!!!!
FUCK U!
for me to actually try my best to comfort my sis when i myself know i can't do shit..
that im powerless to change anything..
for me to hear her say "syukri takde.. sekarang adam pon dah takde"
to be able to cause such grief.. such misery..
UR SUPPOSED TO TAKE AWAY ALL THAT!
NOT GIVE THEM!
...
i hate u..
i fucking cibai hate u..
i hate all that u stand for..
u lost me..
life lost all meaning..
hei..
woke up to the news that my third nephew just passed away..
went to my sis's place at abt 2 plus..
reached just in time to see my nephew one last time..
then went as a group to the chua chu kang cemetery to bury him..
i miss him much..
his smiles..
his laughter..
i miss him much..
and it breaks my heart so to see my sis and my parents cry..
it hurts so much..
not being able to reverse time..
n see his smile one last time..
hei..
heres the pics from just now..
well, ders like more than 150 of pics on total..
so here are the few which i deem the best =D..
dunt worry i got a good sense of taste..
(egoistic bugger >.<)
hei..
here's a happy 1-year anniversary wish just form me to u my angel sweet..
love the whole day event just now..
from the journey itself..
to the private dance we had in the pool on the top of vivo..
and to the kiss that sealed it all..
i love u now..
n i'll keep on loving u forever..
not even death will keep us apart..
i'll keep u in my arms forever..
and ur wings will embrace us in comfort for all eternity..
hei..
i'm now at daryl's place..
just came back from wawa's house..
had a pretty much eventful nite yest..
first started with us gg to class as per normal..
den had to rush to Studio 19 to finish up our DVPA video..
must say im more-than-proud of our end result..
hope the teachers will think the same way too..
well aniwaes..
after that at ard 5 pm i went to woodlands to go get the gift for wawa..
den i rushed back home to complete the gift set..
had a hard time what with my nephews running around and grabbing my stuffs just to throw them sumwer else >.<..
hmm, i left my house at abt 1130 pm..
sorie you guys for being late (the meeting time was supposed to be at 11 lol)
took cab with hazzy-wazzy to admiralty..
fucking cab fare almost killed me.. zzzz...
as planned, we sang her the bday song the mmt we entered the house..
had the typical gift-giving n cake-cutting ceremony..
den we just had to watch friends n simpsons for abit before heading out to walk abt the neighbourhood..
had a hard time keeping myself awake thanks to the whole-night DVPA editting i had the nite before..
suffice to say the whole event turned out pretty nice..
just hope that wawa had a great time with our mini 'close-ppl only' bday bash =/
n i must say..
the hug at the end made me remember how grateful i was to haf a friend like her..
all in all, it was totally worth the effort n time spent to see her with a smile on her face..
now that that's done..
its now on to 'me n my angel's' 1-year anniversary cum valentine's day gift-making time..
can't wait to lay my eyes on her again..
miss her much..
love her even much-er..
hei..
woke up early in the morning..
just to officially wish on my very own blog a...
sorry for not being able to celebrate your birthday with you >.<
promise to make it up to you some other time aite?
...
now time for me to go back to IVP..
tsk..
yay..
after much tinkering..
i have an all-new background..
heh..
so proud of myself..
(gives a pat on the back >.<)
hei..
been quite a while since i last blogged..
nth much has happened..
oh wait..
first thing first..
i've been procrastinating to do this for soo long >.<>
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WAWA!!!!!
heh..
been meaning to post that a damn-ass long time ago..
i wish u a great life ahead and may you be blessed with good fortune forever-dever-ever.. ^^
n don't fret about the measly class reaction when we threw you the supposedly 'surprise' bday party in class that other day..
just wait till this friday ^^
ones i wrote down in ink
=D
2/21/2009( 6:16 PM )
hei..
been a long time since i last blogged..
havent even posted up the pics from my sweet-o valentines ^^..
well..
not now..
having a splitting headache now thanks to yesterday nite spree at the east coast island resort chalet with my girl n her friends..
msut admit i had a lot of fun there =D..
the pics (once again) will be posted up as soon as i get the goddamn initiative n energy..
...
oh yeah, guess what?
i got the frigging job at takashimaya..
woohoooo!
current instructions..
come to the office on thursday morning for training (9.30 am)..
wear office wear complete with tie n black leather shoes..
now wer the FUCK am i gonna find myself these accessories >.<.. can't complain tho.. still happy i got the job in the first place =)
bitched by u.s.o.p™
happy valentines day
2/15/2009( 12:19 AM )
hei..
first and foremost..
HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY!!!!!
hope all the couples out there (you know who you are) have had a great day just now..
well, as for me..
morning started out ok..
afternoon was not-that-ok..
but it ended with a bomb..
gist of today is...
we get to watch Pink Panther 2 (highly recommended ~ MUST WATCH!)
we also get to watch the Break Out play at esplanade ^^..
n most importantly..
my love for her got all the much more deeper..
pics will be up as soon as i get them from her..
ps. as of now, there's yogi, him n her, and snowy... next will be actual kids ^^
bitched by u.s.o.p™
fuck u
2/10/2009( 9:33 PM )
once is not enough..
twice he did it..
twice he stole sumtin precious from me..
both my nephews..
gone just coz of god's crude stupid sense of humor..
fuck u..
fuck the shit out of u..
ur not a redeemer of souls..
ur a thief..
a stealer of souls..
yes ppl say dat u love them more..
that they will be better off by ur side..
but y wunt u gif dem a chance?
to get to live their lives.. to be able to make choices.. to be able to make friends..
WHY THE FUCK DO U HAVE TO TAKE IT ALL AWAY?!!!!
FUCK U!
for me to actually try my best to comfort my sis when i myself know i can't do shit..
that im powerless to change anything..
for me to hear her say "syukri takde.. sekarang adam pon dah takde"
to be able to cause such grief.. such misery..
UR SUPPOSED TO TAKE AWAY ALL THAT!
NOT GIVE THEM!
...
i hate u..
i fucking cibai hate u..
i hate all that u stand for..
u lost me..
life lost all meaning..
bitched by u.s.o.p™
a life lost yet again
( 5:32 PM )
hei..
woke up to the news that my third nephew just passed away..
went to my sis's place at abt 2 plus..
reached just in time to see my nephew one last time..
then went as a group to the chua chu kang cemetery to bury him..
i miss him much..
his smiles..
his laughter..
i miss him much..
and it breaks my heart so to see my sis and my parents cry..
it hurts so much..
not being able to reverse time..
n see his smile one last time..
muhamed adam bin muhamed iskandar
09/09/2008 - 10/02/2009
though you may be there and i'm still here..
i'll always know.. deep inside my heart..
that you'll be watching me from up above..
wait for me..
i'll be with you again soon enough..
i promise..
i'll always know.. deep inside my heart..
that you'll be watching me from up above..
wait for me..
i'll be with you again soon enough..
i promise..
bitched by u.s.o.p™
pics galore ^^
( 2:12 AM )
hei..
heres the pics from just now..
well, ders like more than 150 of pics on total..
so here are the few which i deem the best =D..
dunt worry i got a good sense of taste..
(egoistic bugger >.<)
Marina Barrage
a bird came by n took this pic for us.. serious >.<
my very own mousie
VivoCity
my 1-year anniversary gift for her =D
i posed for this pic.. not bad huh
my angel sweet
me feeding her BnJ`s.. that hypocrite.. tsk!
of me realising that she's my heart, life n soul eternal
i must say..
the day started well n ended well..
highlight of the day..
we danced beneath the moonlight sky amidst the pool in the rooftop of VivoCity..
the day started well n ended well..
highlight of the day..
we danced beneath the moonlight sky amidst the pool in the rooftop of VivoCity..
bitched by u.s.o.p™
happy anniversary my love
( 12:46 AM )
hei..
here's a happy 1-year anniversary wish just form me to u my angel sweet..
love the whole day event just now..
from the journey itself..
to the private dance we had in the pool on the top of vivo..
and to the kiss that sealed it all..
i love u now..
n i'll keep on loving u forever..
not even death will keep us apart..
i'll keep u in my arms forever..
and ur wings will embrace us in comfort for all eternity..
it'll take more than death to keep us apart at this stage in life..
i miss you.. i heart you.. but most importantly..
with all my heart..
i miss you.. i heart you.. but most importantly..
with all my heart..
bitched by u.s.o.p™
wawa's bday bash ^^
2/07/2009( 10:29 PM )
hei..
i'm now at daryl's place..
just came back from wawa's house..
had a pretty much eventful nite yest..
first started with us gg to class as per normal..
den had to rush to Studio 19 to finish up our DVPA video..
must say im more-than-proud of our end result..
hope the teachers will think the same way too..
well aniwaes..
after that at ard 5 pm i went to woodlands to go get the gift for wawa..
den i rushed back home to complete the gift set..
had a hard time what with my nephews running around and grabbing my stuffs just to throw them sumwer else >.<..
hmm, i left my house at abt 1130 pm..
sorie you guys for being late (the meeting time was supposed to be at 11 lol)
took cab with hazzy-wazzy to admiralty..
fucking cab fare almost killed me.. zzzz...
as planned, we sang her the bday song the mmt we entered the house..
had the typical gift-giving n cake-cutting ceremony..
den we just had to watch friends n simpsons for abit before heading out to walk abt the neighbourhood..
had a hard time keeping myself awake thanks to the whole-night DVPA editting i had the nite before..
suffice to say the whole event turned out pretty nice..
just hope that wawa had a great time with our mini 'close-ppl only' bday bash =/
n i must say..
the hug at the end made me remember how grateful i was to haf a friend like her..
all in all, it was totally worth the effort n time spent to see her with a smile on her face..
now that that's done..
its now on to 'me n my angel's' 1-year anniversary cum valentine's day gift-making time..
can't wait to lay my eyes on her again..
miss her much..
love her even much-er..
bitched by u.s.o.p™
dedication to the snail =D
2/05/2009( 7:20 AM )
hei..
woke up early in the morning..
just to officially wish on my very own blog a...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARY!!!
hope u will have a fulfilling, fruitful and most importantly, fun future ahead of you =D
hope u will have a fulfilling, fruitful and most importantly, fun future ahead of you =D
sorry for not being able to celebrate your birthday with you >.<
promise to make it up to you some other time aite?
...
now time for me to go back to IVP..
tsk..
bitched by u.s.o.p™
new background ^^
2/04/2009( 12:35 AM )
yay..
after much tinkering..
i have an all-new background..
heh..
so proud of myself..
(gives a pat on the back >.<)
bitched by u.s.o.p™
TEAM WAWA!
2/03/2009( 8:33 PM )
hei..
been quite a while since i last blogged..
nth much has happened..
oh wait..
first thing first..
i've been procrastinating to do this for soo long >.<>
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WAWA!!!!!
heh..
been meaning to post that a damn-ass long time ago..
i wish u a great life ahead and may you be blessed with good fortune forever-dever-ever.. ^^
n don't fret about the measly class reaction when we threw you the supposedly 'surprise' bday party in class that other day..
just wait till this friday ^^
the newly acclaimed 18-year old XD
bitched by u.s.o.p™
=D
2/01/2009( 12:43 AM )
a picture says a thousand words..
she did it on paint ^^
bitched by u.s.o.p™
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